WhatALife

2007-09-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel lyrics

When I see your smile 
Tears roll down my face I can't replace 
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out 
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul 
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one 

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven 

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. 

Seasons are changing 
And waves are crashing 
And stars are falling all for us 
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter 
I can show you I'll be the one 

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven 

'cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and 
Please tell me you'll stay, stay, yeah
Whoa-oh, stay, whoa

Use me as you will 
Pull my strings just for a thrill 
And I know I'll be ok 
Though my skies are turning gray, (gray) 

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever 
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven



Song lyrics | The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics

2007-09-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

Finally came back to really blog after a long~ break after my birthday~! lol
[actually i am just to lazy to blog!]

Few days ago went clubbing with my friends! It was on saturday night , it was at DXO. Although it a underage party but to me i think it fine cause i saw quite alot of mature ladies =D It was really really pack that day, the dance floor was so pack that you can hardly move around~! lol~!!

Weather had been hot n cold ! Now i caught a flu+sore throat! Damn .. so uncomfortable. And i had rarely time for me to sleep, cause this few days i only reach home 4+am5+am~! and stay awake till morning so i could go school.

Hmm .. k got to stop here, going out again... going to drink coffee with my friends

[What past had past! We should not look back and regret!]

2007-09-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:

1) MORE money~!
2) MORE $$$$$
3) MORE notes
4) MORE GF~! WAHAHA
5) MORE things to do~!

Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is: Dinah~!

Your relationship with her is: She is my mei mei~! lol!

Your 5 impressions of her:
Stupid n blur~! =X
Always said herself very fat and which the truth is NOT!

The most memorable thing she had done for you:
Hmmmmm~!!! let me think again~!! LOL!

The most memorable words she had said to you:
Let me think TWICE again~!! LOL!

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will: o.O?

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be: She got to stop saying herself fat! Cause she not !

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: She always say herself fat -.- WtF! =X lol!

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is: Hmm~! Change her mindset~! =X

Your overall impression of him/ her is: She is cheerful~!

How do you think people around you will feel about you: Kp

The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are: Very kp~! =X

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are: Easy angry!

The most ideal person you want to be is: Someone who can spend her rest of life wif ME ! wahahaha~!

For people that care and like you, say something to them: hmm~! wadever-.- LOL! jkjk~! Thanks ba~!

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
Ah boon
Kim
Kim Boon
Soh Kim Boon
Wen Di

2007-07-24T03:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!
wahahaha!! I am legal for smoking and drinking OPENLY !!! no need scare tio check by police anymore!!

Em actually my birthday was quite boring! Thanks to my brother,Spencer! THANKS MAN!
He met me for supper and surprised me with a cake! Love it! And we had a really full supper! Then i went to buy a packet of cigarettes and also a bottle of Heineken =D Then went to his house to eat the cake and drink the beer! I really had a wonderful day!

THANKS BRO !

2007-07-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

歌手：范逸臣专辑：不说出的温柔
作词:范逸臣阿怪何启弘
作曲:范逸臣
编曲:martin tang

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事
只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙
不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默
不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

2007-07-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

Oh man this whole week was so boring for me ! So boring till there nothing to write!

Today went to the mind cafe wif my cgm! It was fun! And i went back the ParkLane to find my I.C! Thank God! I had got back my I.C !!! GooD GooD i am not going to spend money for making a new one.

So bored now ! How i wish i can know more friends that stay in woodlands and would like to hung out with me to drink coffee!

2007-07-14T03:16:00.000+08:00

Wow few days never update le ..
Man! These few days i couldn't wake up in the morning and didn't went for morning classes for days and teacher isn't happy about it [ ofcos which teacher will like it ? lol ] He messaged me and i said i will try next week ! lol .. he said better i do it if not he will POK me ? Oh gosh ! How come my teacher so .. lol !

I really cannot get to sleep at night man! I need some sleeping pills but i don't know how can i get it ! Terrible! Too much things in my mind tat I cannot stop thinking about it !

Went for CGM just now , this week it was short! lol! Not like last week ! lol~!
Today watched some show about how people live in some town in China , after watching i really felt that we singaporean are very very fortunate to live here. Our environment compare to them are one heaven n hell . Of cause we are belong to the Heaven! Haiz felt pity to them! IF one day i am rich , i will give a hand to the poor! There are so many poor people out there that cannot even settle a meal and they cannot even get proper education. Over there people are desperate for study which they cannot choose , they want to study also cannot. But over here, people are FORCE to study. We are given the chances to study and alot decided not to study! I can honestly said I am surely one of them! But i will try to change the idea of mine. Study is so much important!

Everyone PLEASE work hard man! And also treasure of what you all have now! Thank God for everything man! You all are sooo lucky!

2007-07-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

Oh man i still awake , although i never slept for the the past two days!
On Sunday night went to play bball with my classmates since it our last day of holiday. Then at night couldn't get to sleep at all so i met Kevin my classmate out for coffee from 3am to 4++am but but .. i still cannot sleep at all , so i continue to slack again till go school ! At the following night , went to LiangGuang house to stay over to play mahjong through the night with kit , Ks ! Oh man at first i still got win some money but in the end i lost , but fortunately i didn't lost much ! =D
Then we went to had our breakfast EARLY in the morning 6am at Chong Pang. lol the food was really nice! And we head toward school , and i really cannot make it liao , i been falling asleep no matter where i go . In the end Lg and I decided not to go for afternoon lesson and took cab home to sleep !
k time to bath n SLEEP !
*hope NO one will disturb my sleep later!!!*

2007-07-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a wonderful day to me !
I enjoyed service very very very much~!
I had also enjoyed fellowship with my members!
I had not enjoy fellowship for a very long time! It really feels so great!
Thank to victor for his trip today! And I met my ex-teacher from evergreen , Mr.Ratish! Oh man his my GREATEST teacher! We had a nice chat just now for an hour plus ! Really enjoy chatting with him ! lol!
Thank God for putting those wonderful people into my life !

2007-07-07T01:27:00.001+08:00

Just now Cell group was very long but it was very gd ! I really could feel the presence of God after so long ! But i think i accidentally injured my neck !!! It very painful !

Today i woke up at 5pm+ Oh gosh i really slept very long. Tahan till 12am then start to eat my dinner >_< then slack till now will cups of Martell =D But i feeling so fan la ! Just dunno why , I dont feel happy ! Only drink n smoke can make me feel better . This isn't the life that i want to live .

*who know what am i thinking cause i myself don't even know what i am thinking*
*hope for a better day*

2007-07-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

What a day i had ! lol~!
I woke up at 3+4pm then got ready to go Johor !
Went with moon , accompany her to buy contact lens and also buy a packet of cigg for myself! Cheap you know! Somemore in Singapore , Cigg price had rise due to GST 7% .....
Went for dinner then got home rot again till now ~! I am so bored !

2007-07-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

Today was quite a boring day !
But evening went to play pool wif kevin , lg and gay .
Wa kao ! We played from around 6pm till 12am ~! I stay inside the OCC for around 6hr! haha!

*Please can you get out of my life ?

2007-07-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

Went to ate Ma La Streamboat in Bugis today to celebrate Kevin Birthday today !
Wah sia ! It HOT man ! lol! But i totally love it very much ! It nice to eat ! haha ! enjoy my day today ~! Went to play acarde , streamboat , pool then home ! haha !! nice nice !
School starting next week ! Very look forward to it wahaha !

2007-07-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

WHY ME ! WHY ME !

2007-07-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

Went Gym with Spencer today , to the yishun's gym .
It was so crowded!
So many people!!

i'm so tired now ! Inside and Outside are tired ! Recently keep on think and think and think !!!

2007-06-30T04:11:00.001+08:00

It 4.11am now ! Just got home!

Went to Spencer house to drink today ! It was really very wonderful ! I enjoy my night ! Went over at around 7+pm and ordered two medium pizza , omg it was so full after finish everything. Then Jo came around 10pm cause she got to go hospital to visit her Grandma and suddenly Ivan couldn't make it cause of training! Haiz ~! We brought one big bottle of Jim Bean ! We mix it with coke , it nice ! =D We were chatting all the way till just now , it really wonderful man! I just love to chill out with them! We had so much things to chat about ! That call friends~! Hope there will be more of these wonderful day =DD

Gotta sleep soon! Need to wake up early to help my friend move house =DD
SONG AH ! wahahaha!

2007-06-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today went to watch Transformers with Cass and MH .. lol~! It a DAMN GD show ! It really worth the money to watch ! It soooooo NICE! You guys must watch ah ~!

Today my mum had left for Malaysia ! After she left , i cannot fight over the temptation for buying a packet of cigg ! I did it again ! wahaha ! And i am smoking while i am write this blog over here ! haha~! Okie that the main point! Today I found myself VERY BLUR ! I went to 883 market and i saw durians, suddenly want to eat so went to buy ! I saw the board wrongly , instead of 1kg 8 dollar I saw it as 1 durian = 8 dollar ! haha! I even ask the uncle to pick a BIG one for me ! After that then i least it so expensive ! It cost me 16 dollar for 1 durian, cause it weight 2.5kg , actually it should be more expensive .I think the uncle gave me Great Singapore Sale Discount ? LOL! But the durian was really really VERY NICE ! wahahaa!!!

2007-06-28T01:03:00.001+08:00

After meeting Peiyun and her bf , Ken , and also Mei Hao at town , i meet Moon~! haha .. Long time no see le .

After that I went to brought an Adidas track shoes that cost me $80.10 after 10% discount ! =D Then I went for a jog with Spencer !

OH GOSH ! I am SOOOOO HAPPY ! Cos after soooooooo long never exercise! I could jog from 888 to Sembawang Mrt Station without stopping ! It quite an achievement for me today ! You know for a guy who are severely overweight ? lol! I want to jian fei ! wahaha ! Hopefully I will have the determination !

2007-06-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

FINALLI ! I am back to my blog ! I am so bore and i realise that my blog was left untouched so almost 2months ~! wahaha !

Aiya actually i was just lazy to blog last time , cause got too much things to blog if i really want to . My life is fill with alot things sometimes but sometimes it also very empty ~!

Recently i just got back from K.L . I went for almost 2weeks and i TOTALLY love the life there ! So suit me , and it wasn't bore EVERYDAY ! I MISS MALAYSIA ! Hate Singapore la ! So boring place ! Nothing much to do when i got back to Singapore , everyone got back to school except me , i still have two weeks of holiday which i am not happy about . Too long Too long , i want to go back school!

Looking forward to this friday ! Cause i am going to my Bro [ Spencer ] house to drink ! wahaha ! Guess we going to buy one buy bottle of Jim Bean only ba , mix it with coke ? =D

2007-04-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

haiz . . again long long update once . .

i feel like closing this blog down liao ! wahaha !
too many things happen ever since i last blog !
Alot Alot ! but i dont mind ! Cos i am going to heckcare everything ! Why should i bother so much like last time ? it pointless =D

Rmb dont be a kind person cos u are the one who are in lost !
And never be too gd to a person , cos they wont care too ! so what for care for people ?

I am quite happy , i am really getting no contact with church friends anymore . But i am giving more respect to my CGL .

*** [ Some ppl r just too fake . In the past i never realize but after hearing something , and i noticed . It quite true . I dont mind not to have this kind of friends ] ***

2007-03-31T02:01:00.000+08:00

I AM SO FAN ~!

I been thinking alot this few days , since i am sick and i rest alot at home , and i really think alot alot !

What you people know about me ? Do you really know what i am going through ? And of cause please dont assume that YOU know me well ! Cause i myself dont even know myself much ! I really hate this feeling ! It back again and again !

I dont really feel like going church anymore ! I think back , before i went church i am very happy . Hung out , although sometimes did some bad stuffs but at least it makes me happy . But now , after i went church , i dont find it interesting to me anymore ! I dont the past passion anymore ! I am so dry i can say . Anything that come from my cell group , it just will irritate me . I dont know why so dont as me why ! I really feel like becoming back the old self me ! BAD person ! I know i am bad now too but i want to be even more BAD !

Smoke and Drinking maybe suit me more for me this kind of people !
Hunging around too much with my church people might be a bad idea !
Cause i only influence them into bad and i dont want any of them to be like me esp those younger one !

My cell group leader had said something right ! I had been not able to love people anymore .
Did you all ever think? After so much effort you had done , will they appreciate ? Mostly i guess they might only take it as granted ! So forget it man !

Why cant they just dont bother me anymore ! It just irritate me .

2007-03-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

OH yes finally my blog back~!
for past weeks my blog totally cannot work !
wahaha !

2007-03-13T03:35:00.000+08:00

it been sometimes i had update my blog !

2day suddenly got this feeling to update!

haiz .. it 3.33am now ! and i am so sian !

I was totally pissed off just now by my cell group leader! Damn it man ! I was informed there will be PM but firstly i thought it be at jurong ! Ofcos i cannot make it for it as i meeting frens which i eariler made arrangement. Then after that i heard it will be at MH's house 6pm. 6pm i still cannot make it on time due to school late dismiss but i really don't mind going down, thought be later . Mh told me to inform PY myself .
Then i called .. what i get , being kp ! damn it .. i just want to double confirm the time and tell her i will be late. THAT ALL ! I HAD NO CHANCE TO SAY AT ALL . Then she shoot everything out and hung ! WAD THE FUCK IS THIS ? IF I CANNOT SAY ANYTHING THEN I SHALL NOT CALL ANYMORE ! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS ? I am really really pissed off ! TOTALLY PISSED OFF !
Then went cycling along in my area! thz to kevin , he accompany me to drink coffee somewhere near his house. I really need someone to talk to at that moment. I see through my hp , i cannot find any. But thz to him . Had talk alot with him. Felt more comfortable! Haiz what is this ?

PISSED OFF

2007-02-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

Valentine

It was just another day to me.
Actually quite look forward to it before then , but .. emm afterall .. so so ba ..
Went to find betty and dinah then ivan came to meet us too =D very happy to see him. At least i am not alone~! How i wish spencer was here too , three bros together~! But msged him , he was at his bro house .

Aiya very sian la .. don't feel like blogging le . So i shall stop here . Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

2007-02-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

TO ALL IRRITATING CUSTOMERS OUT THERE !

Although we are serving you right now ! BUT it DOES NOT mean your always right!
_|_o.O You all think you all what? Have money then big deal? Eat ass! Please dont show my any fucking attitude and i will NOT accept of this ! Not happy ? COMPLAIN me please! Please your father mother never teach you any thing call RESPECT ? MANNER ? If never , please do some reflection and teach your children well please! I hope after you all passed away , ur next generation will not be like YOU!

DO REFLECTION LA

2007-02-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today decided not to go school, went to celebrate my best friend , Betty's birthday !

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BETTY

Today went K-box with Betty , Dinah , Spencer , Ivan and Jeremy .
It was quite fun , but i was only worry it doesn't really make Betty happy cause she said she want something excited and special like hiking? haiz . but she said she enjoyed today, then okie ba . Since she said so :)

It really time for me to go school tomorrow.

2007-02-11T02:22:00.000+08:00

em. i am so bored now . just reach home after meeting spencer, b4 that was meeting bet , dinah n spencer but after sending Dinah home , decided to find spencer again but only chat for half an hour.
I don't want this feeling again can ? I dun wan to think anymore about this again . I am so FAN la~
No one will know how i feel now. I really feel to be alone now drinking and smoking ALONE~ Next few days will be busy, then cannot find time to be alone >_< Valentine actually i want to be alone =X but i forgot i already ask people out le . If not that day i will go pub alone to drink~ nvm nvm~ if possible Friday might be a good day for me cause there will not be any cgm . That very good~~~

Haiz time to see some video again!

2007-02-10T04:23:00.000+08:00

It 4.20am now .. i just reach home not long ago~ Quite tiring but i still want to blog alittle ba~

Today never went to school , haiz not i don't want to go , just that i couldn't wake up . Woke up around 2pm then went out to get something , then brought a new polo shirt for my new year =D then went for cgm , after cgm went to meet my friend for tea at somewhere very cool haha , from 11 till 4am like that sia haha..

k .. going to sleep soon after watching some video now .

[good job to all who got their O level result]

2007-02-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

cool.. i changed this skins , i totally love it very much =D
it super super nice la [to me ~]

today~ Today school was totally boring~ Haiz , i were late for school again , as usual . This year it seems like i had never never reach early before, and today my class adviser said tomorrow must go the assembly~ oh my , how can i go , it start at 8am~ i don't even think i can wake up at 8am. Forget it . Don't go then don't go . hahaha~ Early in the morning saw my classmates playing dota in our practical lab , then afternoon went back school to slack till 4pm. haha .. what a life. Then went to work. My life was so meaningless . It like sleep , school and work . Almost everyday the same~

My mum had been going oversea frequently then my dad was like haiz . He went drinking for almost every night and came back was like, keep on saying my sister and I , this and that . Oh come on , i am so angry la. what the hell he thinking , after drinking very big izit ? So what your my dad , i don't give a damn about it anyway. NO one are important to me k~ So he is the same to me . NOT important la. Whatever he wants to do just do , as long as don't make my life miserable that enough.

2007-02-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

it been a very very very long time i had update my blog! haha .. i got too much things to write if i want to, but i am too lazy. I'm in my office now , suddenly got this urge to blog! haha.. today i am kinda not in the mood to work , slacking right now. haiz..

Yesterday went to met betty till 2am! So long had not chat so long le , during the conversation we were somehow mention Mother Teresa , and i am somehow want to know more about her , and went to find some information about her online just now, what she had said really had touched my heart. Now i going to copy n paste what she had said. Hope you all can be touched too.

Quotes of Mother Teresa

"Keep the joy of loving God in your heart and share this joy with all you meet especially your family. Be holy – let us pray."

"I once picked up a woman from a garbage dump and she was burning with fever; she was in her last days and her only lament was: ‘My son did this to me.’ I begged her: You must forgive your son. In a moment of madness, when he was not himself, he did a thing he regrets. Be a mother to him, forgive him. It took me a long time to make her say: ‘I forgive my son.’ Just before she died in my arms, she was able to say that with a real forgiveness. She was not concerned that she was dying. The breaking of the heart was that her son did not want her. This is something you and I can understand."

"When once a chairman of a multinational company came to see me, to offer me a property in Bombay, he first asked: ‘Mother, how do you manage your budget?" I asked him who had sent him here. He replied: ‘I felt an urge inside me.’ I said: other people like you come to see me and say the same. It was clear God sent you, Mr. A, as He sends Mr. X, Mrs. Y, Miss Z, and they provide the material means we need for our work. The grace of God is what moved you. You are my budget. God sees to our needs, as Jesus promised. I accepted the property he gave and named it Asha Dan (Gift of Hope).

"Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin."

"Like Jesus we belong to the world living not for ourselves but for others. The joy of the Lord is our strength."

"There is only one God and He is God to all; therefore it is important that everyone is seen as equal before God. I’ve always said we should help a Hindu become a better Hindu, a Muslim become a better Muslim, a Catholic become a better Catholic. We believe our work should be our example to people. We have among us 475 souls - 30 families are Catholics and the rest are all Hindus, Muslims, Sikhs—all different religions. But they all come to our prayers."

"There are so many religions and each one has its different ways of following God. I follow Christ:
Jesus is my God,
Jesus is my Spouse,
Jesus is my Life,
Jesus is my only Love,
Jesus is my All in All;
Jesus is my Everything."

Make us worthy, Lord, to serve those people throughout the world who live and die in poverty and hunger. Give them through our hands, this day, their daily bread, and by our understanding love, give them peace and joy.
I heard the call to give up all and follow Christ into the slums to serve Him among the poorest of the poor. It was an order.
I was to leave the convent and help the poor while living among them.

When a poor person dies of hunger, it has not happened because God did not take care of him or her.
It has happened because neither you nor I wanted to give that person what he or she needed.

You and I, we are the Church, no? We have to share with our people. Suffering today is because people are hoarding, not giving, not sharing.
Jesus made it very clear. Whatever you do to the least of my brethren, you do it to me.
Give a glass of water, you give it to me. Receive a little
child, you receive me.

Everybody today seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for greater developments and greater riches and so on, so that children have very little time for their parents. Parents have very little time for each other, and in the home begins the disruption of peace of the world.

If we really want to love we must learn how to forgive.

After reading all this i am really kinda touched by it ~! Really hope this will also touched your heart .

Days had been bad for me recently , i am feeling very empty in my life. I really to know what is the purpose of my life , I want to know what is my goal , what is my calling . I felt that i am really very dumb , keep on being cheated by people , recently i were just cheated away my handphone , and alot more. The most recent , i were cheated that i was invited to my friend engagment party on 29 of Feb 2007 , i were so excited but after sometime then i realise , there are NO 29 of Feb in 2007! Oh my ~! haha . forget it .

Days had passed fast , if i weren't wrong , O level result coming this friday . Wish all the people who taking the result will score well in their result and get into course they want to go into .

2006-11-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz so boring now .. decided to skip the web design lesson today .. damn irritated also dunno by wad somemore -.-" haiz .. then took a cab home . why dun wanna stay outside, but later still need to work~! haizz .. Tonight gotta meet Gwen to gif her the present xD

I realli dunno what happen to me sia .. i am feeling so irritated everyday , feel tat no one realli know what i am thinking .. tat for sure de lor .. i dun even know what i thinking how will people know? WHAT TO DO LA ~! I got a sudden feeling of smoking .. Grr~! maybe later go work then buy one packet >_< dammit la ..~!!

Too many things to FAN la .. home , my father so kp , wtf lor .. come back from msia then keep kpkb .. might as well dun come back , i also dun mind juz rmb to gif money can already . Then now it my CG , haiz .. dunno lei , i quite disappointed with it .. everyone so different , all changed . dunno is they change or i change , but i believe i oso changed alot too .. from bad to worst . So wad ? no one care anyway .. last time i dun realli smoke so much de .. now .. different case liao .. i can finish a pack of cigg without noticing it .. fast lor .. then when i very fan who can i turn to ? i cannot think of anyone at all lor .. fucking world la ~!!!

2006-10-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

weee~ brought a bicycle just now at bukit gombak xD haha~! lol~! weee~!

went with liang guang~! he ride bicycle to there to meet me , and i took mrt to there~! hahahaha .. half way LG was caught in the rain~! soo unlucky!

it cost me qutie a bomb sia .. $380 >_<>

2006-10-19T07:07:00.001+08:00

haiz suddenly feel like blogging since i am not doing anything now .. so bore..

i had been going JB for the past two days after sch haha.. cool.. 1st day i went wif andy [my clsmate] n his fren .. went to city square to watch movie and makan n jalan jalan~ haha .. n smoke =X [ stress ah think too much things le haha ] 2nd day went wif my clsmates again .. - kevin , yi lang and me - actualli zi li oso going but something happen in e end she cannot make it over.. haiz ... but nvm .. we still had fun too .. went to watch movie again n makan n jalan n ofcos smoke again haiz .. [ bad i noe so wad? lol ]

then yilang n andy came to my house to stay over.. we brought beer n peanuts to eat .. now they cannot tahan liao .. slping .. i cannot slp lei -.- dun feel like slping .. later gotta wake them up for sch le ... i guess we r missing the 1st lesson [eng] lol..

2006-10-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

2day never went for PM althought i nv work~! also no one bother to ask me anywhere~! wahaha~ i , mic , vic went to Sentosa EARLY in the morning~! realli realli early .. met 6am on bus then reach there super early .. when we reach the beach~ the entire beach was like only belongs to the three of us ~!! haha~ nt even a single gal/boi oh gosh~! hung around till noon then took bus to the shopping center to eat .. then went to Vivo City [ new shopping center ] to shop for fren's bday present..

The place are sooo huge man~! so cool.. so many chiobu[s] too lol.... anyway~ tat not the main point~! we went into Toy'R'us to shop for present.. and we had alot alot alot alot fun inside .. and took some damn funny photos .. nice man~ lol. would be upload maybe tml .. [ too lazy ] haha..

Then at night went to Queensway to celebrate .. was quite cool ba .. alot of bro[s] & sis[s] haha~! what a wonderful last day of holiday i had~! i guess today was the most wonderful holiday i had in the pas three weeks le .. xD

2006-10-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

after slping for 18+hr~!! i felt so refresh now~!! haaahaaa~!! went for pre-stock take at amk de popular on sunday nite after my work at yishun popular =P soo fun~! reach home around 3++am .. then realise my door was locked inside so i cannot go in!! my parents thought i will nt be back -.-" so no choice , i went to my frens house [rendy] lol.. at yishun >_< but didn't slp at all cause i was playing computer games and watched animes!! nt tired at all.. then plan to meet lg n andy at 6.30am to go amk popular for stock take le .. BUT~! this two idiots LATE~! bloodyshit~! haha~ meet 630am,lg juz wake up at 6.15am n andy more funnny..said 6.20am meet cwp mrt station but nvm.. i asked where r u now u can make it meh? he then reply , he still at home -.-" 5min from cck to woodlands? LOL~! wtf .. then in the end meet them in train at 7.05am haizz~! then reach home around 5pm i guess .. then bath n slp le .. sleep till just now 12pm LOL .. [thz to KS huh.. gif me call make me wake up~ arbo i be slping more~!! grr!! ]wad a slp i had haha..
haiz wake up le .. something made me veryyyy sad~! plan to meet yeecher on wednesday but she said she cannot make it le = ( haizz .. i miss her alot sia .. realli wanna meet her .. but she said she got to work tml .. so no choice got to make it next time le .. haiz .. hope she doing well .. God bless her~!

2006-10-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

lol.. so long nv blog here le.. didn't had the mood to blog ~! being disturb my work place de staff [ this stupid lady ] omg~ this was my 1st time scare of lady u noe? normally i will nt like tat de lor. nvm~ she called me .. so bobian to talk to her, she asked to meet her at midnite >_< actualli to me is nth .. but to meet her is BIG thing~! i didn't reply =X waahaaaaa~ *evil* scary lor ... everytime a pirvate no. call~ i scare~!! lol.. nvm abt her ~ haiz .. hope this incident will not happen again ~! *pray*

haizz.. 2day talk abt the trip to Genting at the end of the year~! hopefulli~ HOPEFULLI~ haha i could get enough money to go ~ cos i gotta buy a big present next yr for my godmama~ haha! her 21yr old bday ma.. haha
hopefulli god bless me pls.. still need to gif building funds.. haizz .. muz haf faith le.. BELIEVE~!! xDD

2006-09-09T03:59:00.000+08:00

COOKING~
LUCAS AND ME
JIA HONG THE GOOD COOK *CLAP CLAP*
MESSY~~!!JIA HONG N LUCAS

cool.. today i had a BBQ outing wif my cg .. opp i mean yesterday? but i juz got home not long ago haha~! cool.... we were in a condo .. then after eating , left onli 10 ppl like tat , all the guys including me took off out shirts n jump into the pool with our pants ON~!! hahaa~ but some juz wear boxer, as me no boxer too bad wif the pants .. omG the pants were super duper wet wet wet~! then after tat we went into the toilet.. we went to stream ourselves in a hot hot room~![forgot wad it called] haha~! then we sent those gals home .. vic n mic went home 1st .. haiz ... then nvm.. left me , jia hong and lucas .. we went to lucas's house to cook the left chicken wings [30 +++ lor wahaha] we eat till we song like siao sia hahaha~ we put honey n black pepper together to cook .. and we oso use 4wings to mix wif a 12.5 wine to cook .. onli me n jiahong ate it .. SUPER DUPER NICE lor all the chicken wings~ haha much more better then outside sell de wad honey sweet chicken wings~ oh gosh~ i think we can go open a stall too hahaha~!! wad a great day .. eat eat chat chat oso can till 3.30am~!! haha FUN~! we plan to make again but more prepared~~ more choice n different other taste and more brothers together too haha~~

2006-09-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

fuck la .. this world was filled with bullshit .. FUCKING WORLD .. FUCKING LIFE ~! what the hell is this ?? damn it .. [ oh gosh i wanna scold as long as i can !! i am so irraitated .. i am so tulan now .. ]
SINGAPORE CAB UNCLE[s] ALL CHEAT PEOPLE MONEY DE LA ~!!!!
knn.. ccb.. i took cab few times , few times oso kena cheat .. CCB~! _|_o.O always took the damn fucking long way ... this is what you all taxi uncles should do ? fuck off with your big fucking cars la ... HOPE U ALL KENA BANG LA~! like to cheat money huh .. hope tat u all were kena rob in the midnite .. or had car accident .. forever no need to drive .. drive ur wheel chair then ~! PISSED OFF~!

2006-09-01T01:51:00.000+08:00

now i going to blog things tat happen on [31.08.06]

cool day~ early in the morning raining cats n dogs.. hehe.. took a cab rush down to school for a stupid test >_<~ wad thinking skills~ omg the test oso no need brain to do de lor .. as long as u have one pair of eyes ! haha~! waste my cab fare! not cheap k!! hahaha~~!

went out wif my gd frens [ sean , rendy , shu xin , simone ] in the afternoon~! went to lot1 to play watch [ snakes on a plane ] WOW~ cool..[but sean wasn't here yet cos he gt attachment] WOW~ the movie so cool lor .. so gross~ wahaha~! iLOVEit!! then after movie , went to play pools together wif sean now .. hehe~ play for 2hrs++ went to eat pizza~! wow sia~ cool la .. so fun~ then after tat went to woodlands 768 MAC to sit n chat .. and took PHOTOS~! hahaa~! cool day ... hahaha FUNFUNFUN~! xD

2006-08-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

wad e fuck man! i am so sad la ... i am feeling so stress .. so tired .. so sad n so disappointed la! fuck everything in this world la .. i am very tulan now! Family sux , some frens ... nth to say ... by wadever la ... i think i not going to care so much le ... hopefulli i realli find someone who realli think abt me de feeling de gdgd frens

2006-08-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

WoW~ SONG! juz now went to play bball wif xiaoboon n PG.. so cool.. although i dun play well >_< ! haha nvm~ it fun anyway~ then we three talk ALOT ALOT things la .. so funny oso ! haha ... now finally haf sometime to play bball le .. my favourite lor ! hahaha

OH YA~ my bathroom the light was spoilt! then i got to bath in the dark!! haha manage to clean every parts tat r dirty hahaha! so shiok!

2006-08-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. wad a week i had ! i am so tired of everything around me now ! realli realli realli very tired le .. i am like kena to force to go places i dun wanna go.. i am realli very tired le .. but .. nvm .. in e end i still attend .. but i cannot get anything inside my mind .. really ..

I sometime oso ask myself why am i like tat ? why do i feel that i dun really like my cg ... why why ? i oso dunno .. i need an answer ! who will tell me? I wanna find someone who i can really tok to la ! someone who i can put my trust in! someone ... yah where is tat someone ! suan le .. i had no more trust for anyone le ... trust no one but urself! wad if one day i dun even trust myself how ?!

I NEED A BREAK MAN ! I AM SO TIRED NOW ! MENTAL N PHYSICAL!

2006-08-16T04:16:00.000+08:00

haiz .. so sian~ now the time i think is around 4:11am wahahaha
i am so bore~ juz watching finish dvd .. now maybe gg to slp then wake up at 6++ omg =X hahaha 8am gt lesson la ! =X till 5pm like tat sia~!
omg .. rendy [ my fren ] juz woke up to study~ i haven't slp , he wake up liao! haha~ called him to gif me wake up call in 2-3hrs time hahaa xD

2006-08-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

wow~ 2day is my 1st time going prayer meeting !! wosh~! so cool .. quite fun ,, although i am force to go!! haiz~ actualli got work to do de lor .. arbo oso go play basketball .. but nvm la .. things had pass le .. anyway~ quite cool too .. i did praying 2day and i am quite surprize tat i could pray so long .. wad a breakthough! hehe~

k. 2day sch life was quite normal! heng 2day nv tio kick out from clsroom again! omg~! heng heng ! ahhaha~

2006-08-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

haiz~ wtf sia .. wad a day i had 2day ! omg~ 2day morning lesson .. i got kicked out of class again!!! haha~! the teacher FUCK de lor .. i only draw "fuck" in the paint program.. then he call me go out of class.. then nvm~! i take my bag along , he say cannot ! if i take , my attendant will be zero for the morning class ~ i listen liao sibei tulan!! so wad ? zero zero lor .. big fuck? i took my bag n left the sch .. i called my clsmate who were still outside [ edison n sam ] we went to play games n smoke! wahahaa~! fuck the teacher sia !! 2nd time kena kicked out from class! someone this teacher so bian tai !! BUYERS!! he always use those old old uncle biantai de eyes see my class de gals de ! treat gals gd .. treat guys like SHIT! go to hell la ... omg ~! iHATEhim .. head already no hair still wanna kpkb so much~! lata totally bald then he noe ! i am not going mention his name .. [ MR.ONGseehai yishun ite ] oPP! i really wanna study de lor .. why everytime when i wanna do something right ~ that always sometimes distract me from doing it ? [devil's fault ] -.-" *pray*

2006-08-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAIZ~ i had very long never come in my blog le . i guess almost two weeks ba .. actually alot things happen to me .. but i didn't wanna to say le .. and i nv had the intention to tell anyone anyway~! i shall n i will keep it only to myself .. even if i tell someone will there someone there to listen to me ? i guess not ! i am so sian lor .. i felt quite lonely .. althought i dun look like one .. but ~! who know the real side of me lei ? NO ONE ! xD nvm~ it no big deal anyway xD

I really thinks that my life are always always filled with disappointment only! Why ah ? can someone tell me ma ? i feel so restless .. i had no more direction in my life now ! who willing to share my joy n sadness ? i feel everyone around are all fake de lor .. they said they show me care n concern ! oh come on .. dun bullshit le .. really .. trying to bluff a 3yr old kids? HA! so funny ! I am quite disappointed with my cell group [ almost everyone ! can say everyone! ] yah~! duno why ~! i cannot remember when is the last time i had fun with them already ! i really cannot remember ? it means wad ? it means they had nt created any nice memory for me ... gt ppl always say me ... get into their life ... mix around with them ... find topic talk to them ... but ~ u think i dun wan ? u think i really nv try ? when i try u see ? haha~ but i am tired le ... a CG tat wasn't united call CG ? ha~! this CG already had form itself into a few grps .. so wad ? i dun need to care anyway~none of my business -.-"

now my work in popular had reduced alot alot .. from last time .. sunday to thursday had changed to only sunday le .. Great .. now i am going to study alone in library~ i noe it will sound very funny to alot ppl that KIMBOON IS GOING TO STUDY ! sure alot of ppl oso gg to luff at me .. thinking that a ITE student go library study ? haha~ confirm de la ! SO WAD? U THINK I GOING TO GIF A DAMN ABT THIS SHIT? haha~! FUCK OFF ~ WADEVER !

2006-08-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. 2day my day was so bad in sch >_<
2day i kena kp by teacher then ofcos i will kp him back like siao [ tat me too bad ] then in e end i kena kick out of cls .. !! GD sia .. means i can go out earlier !! F*** e teacher la .. he better watch out sia .. dare me to complain rite? dun force me make him suffer like hell !!
GRR !

2006-07-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

2day nth much to say haha ... juz tat juz now i took a cab from expo to bedok .. !! omg .. open e door .. already $6.50 !! hahahahaa !! so exp !! when we reach debok .. total was $9.50 ahhahaha~! thz vic for paying wahahaa =X i very gd de hor .. i gif 2 dollar =X

haiz .. tml still need to work full day .. hope gt something special happen !! hee~!

2006-07-29T03:29:00.000+08:00

oh yah~ 4got to blog this day !! [ 27/07/06 thursday ] haha~ Andy and i went to bugis in e afternoon , we skipped cls . haha .. 1st we went to buy bag, choose very long sia !! realli long .. and our eyes so pain lor .. cause too many chiobu[s] le haha !! eM~ finalli i brought a zine de bag .. and then brought one ear ring ? lol.. n one more .. dunno what it call, wear at hand de =X OMG my english kns ! but nvm~ who cares ! but wah spend alot of money sia ! now my bank broke le .. emm gotta save alot money to buy one gd guitar ! hehe~!

wah .. scary~ now is 3:28am .. juz now my mum suddenly went into my room .. wapiang .. like ghost like tat haha~ lucky i nt tat scare of tat ! hahaha~ xD

anyway~! i MUZ learn my guitar well by e end of tis yr .. and by the time i think i had already save one gdgd de guitar le hehe~ song ah ! xD

2006-07-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

Great day i had ! hehe~ i went to mei hao's house to borrow guitar from her .. and then i went to watch " long hu men" veryyy nice .. then after that around 12am i went to victor house after that to learn some basic guitar strumming .. great .. i now manager to strum n remember the basic [ G , Em , C , D ] i can strum but when it came to change note .. i jialat le.. but it improving hehe~ what to expect from a 1st learner lei ? hehe~!

2006-07-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

What a tiring day i had ! oh my my ~! 8am start class end 4+++ although actualli is 5pm but maybe because it 1st lesson so teacher let us off early . xD GREAT ! but .. after resting not long .. i need to go work le . = ( so tired .. !

But ah .. after work .. thz to ANDY ! he brought me one 1/2 Kg birthday cake wahahaha ! so nice the cake .. nice to see and nice to eat too wahahaha ! christpher, Andy and I ate the WHOLE cake ! cool~!!!

haha~ thz guys !

2006-07-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Let talk abt how i spent my bday on 24/7 hehe~!

Em~ firstly i planned to wake up at afternoon de BUT .. i woke up at around 9am cos my hp drop onto e floor !! scary~!! then i slack , play computer until 3pm then bath and den go Mediacorp xD then i went to hougang library walk walk !! surprize huh~ hehe~ anyway .. cos i am waitin for my MAMApeiyun haha~ then go e covan [ duno izit like tat spell but wadever haha ] mrt wait for her .. then i saw one of my accidently ! haha she brought me a chocolate . hee [ THZ ] and i had dinner wif my MAMA~! then send her home ..

When i reach Woodlands , i called betty to chat , she called me to go her house to watch a powerpoint which she made for me .. and i already knew tat she gg to make one for me .. but i pretend i dunno anything wahaha =X but i realli realli love it alot .. the powerpoint was NICE ! realli realli .. love it ! hee~! touching too ~ hehe~

I really wanna thz lord for having them in my life .. although my parents dun rmb abt my bday .. [ sad ] but nvm~ at least there are still someone who will rmb abt me and willing to spend time wif me and do something special for me too .. [ touching ] thz !!!!

2006-07-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

K now is my birthday liao ... offically 17 ... so what? haha~ do u think i care? wahahahahaha~! anyway i oso dun gif a damn abt my birthday ~! Celebrate for wad sia ! Ok .. i planned already .. i going to skip school on my birthday ! and SLEEP at home muwahahaha~! haiz .. so fucking sian lor .. i going to sleep soon after this blog .. then sleep until ownselves wake up tml .. opps i mean later !

[my bday wish : have ten more wishes ba ] haha~ sian la .. when will someone appears who know what i am thinking~ who can comfort my whenever i am down~ who can listen to me when i am sad~ who will share every joy and sadness together with me~ WHO? << 1st wish~ hope this person appear as soon as possible, before i leave this world ba .. [ hopefully ] muwahahahaha

2006-07-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

eM .. 2day went for the early early service !! lol.. 8am reach cwp mrt station ! thz to cassandra becos she woke me up at 7.33am haha .. then i faster rush rush rush !! hee~!

2day service very nice .. talk about marriage ! omg .. make me wanna find a real girl le .. ! Pastor kong ur fault =p [no la juz joking ] haha~! emm~ 2day my cell group members gave me a bday present xDD [ a t-shirt ] nt bad la .. but ah !! but ah !! i think the shirt very tight fit sia !! oh my .. maybe wait till i slim down ba =X hahaha~ but i wonder when e day come .. ! But i am very happy that i am belong to this cell group , i felt love and concern there alot ! thz N205 ! luv ur all !

Em on my way back from betty's house , i called meihao to borrow guitar .. hee~ probably can take later or tml ba .. faster learn then can play those nice nice songs that i always wants to play de .. hee~ xD

2day took a off at popular cos i said it my bday i wanna rest hehe~ thz god ! it was approved hee~ that why i gt time to write blog here .. normally this period of time i will very busy in work ! ^^ BUT ~! later i be still going to do survey [door-to-door] abt bank de .. [ wish me luck ] xD

maybe come home later then write again ba xD

2006-07-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. 2day very sad la .. everything everything just dun make me seems right.. 2day i am so not myself .. i .. i .. i was soooo rude to people who wanna care abt me, i really thinks i really really did something super super wrong !! But i am very very very SORRY !!

I really feel that i am very tired ..very very tired of everything .. EVERYTHING ~!

why do parents will wanna bring kids to this world when they cannot give happiness to the kids? by doing this will make them feel happy ma? do they?

2006-07-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

haiz .. now very sian lei .. online de people all either busy or away .. somemore nt many that i can talk to . super sian lor .. how sia . oso no game to play .. !! how how how ! em~ school openin soon on monday ! somemore my bday sia ! wtf? LOL anyway i also not going to go school on that day .. so nvm~ but ah .. tuesday still need to go back le .. haiz .. oh my , school start i going to pay my school fee le .. how to pay sia ! eM .. nvm~ school start means new module le .. hee~! muz jiayou from now onward le .. i dun wanna lose out in class anymore , b4 come ite already make a veryyy wrong choice to go in .. but nvm hope juz can make the best out of it can le ..i believe currently 2.5 GPA will not always be 2.5 onli .. i will make e effort to make it too 3.5 onward ! k ~ muz haf determination liao .. cannot think too many other things liao la ! haha~ jia you jia you = P

2006-07-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hi . this is my 1st post in this blog xD

Actualli i am very sad now so i decided to make a blog to make myself dun think so much . Haiz .. early in the morning already kena kpkb by parent, and it so hurtful lor . And one more thing is that , i going to skip 2day de service . haiz .. i realli hope i can go to the service 2day but i really got no more money , no money how to go out ? oh gosh~ if i go out i need to worry about my meals but although i know i will be bless by my cell group members , but ... so ? do you think they can always bless me ? it a NO lor .. but nvm i know they love me n care for me n i will love them too .. but i wanna to dependant on myself . haiz ! hope they enjoy service ba .. nvm i can watch the service through net .. [live] hee~!

Em . sad thing dun say le .. let me intro myself .. loL ! I am Kim Boon currently studying in yishun ite . [ suck sch la ! ] and i am also working as a part time popular staff [ cannot say where =p ] emm~ i love to play pool alot .. if u wanna find someone to play .. find me ! xD